xxsosaxx: how was your dinner?
meesh: mmmm, so good, Hot and Sour soup
xxsosaxx: make it yourself?
meesh: it’s pretty easy
meesh: what did you have?
xxsosaxx: i make chicken breasts, baked potato and peas
meesh: so all american!
xxsosaxx: if i knew how to cook anything else i would
meesh: I’d love to cook for ya sometime
xxsosaxx: whats your specialty?
meesh: some guy from the personals is trying to chat me up right now
meesh: I have my own specialty I guess, it’s fusion
meesh: Asian Spanish Middle Eastern
meesh: alot of fresh herbs and vegetables
xxsosaxx: whats the best way for a guy from the personals to chat you up?
meesh: have a freaking profile
meesh: I’m like, :Do you talk to strangers on the street
meesh: with bags on their heads?
meesh: me, neither
xxsosaxx: good point
meesh: do you?
xxsosaxx: i think guys just feel like theres not much special about them that you could put on a profile
meesh: chat up girls in the personals
xxsosaxx: no, i havent had the pleasure of doing that yet
meesh: there is someone for everyone
meesh: noone is as cool as they think
meesh: or as they are on paper
meesh: except you maybe
xxsosaxx: flattery will get you everywhere
meesh: so it seems
xxsosaxx: i went on a date with the biggest tallest girl in hs cuz she called me cutie all the time
meesh: oooh, call me Sweetheart, and I melt
meesh: it is weird!
meesh: or , baby
xxsosaxx: baby is doable
xxsosaxx: sweetheart would seem too much like humphry bogart
meesh: yeah, well there was this one guy, who said it
meesh: the first guy to ever say it
xxsosaxx: did he say it slowly and ironically or smoothly?
meesh: usually with the puppy dog eyes
meesh: and an I’m Sorry
xxsosaxx: how tall are you meesh?
meesh: 5′ 10″ I think
meesh: last time I checked
meesh: hopefully I am not shrinking
meesh: taller in the winter
xxsosaxx: the same
xxsosaxx: im telling you, we are strange mirror images
xxsosaxx: except my side is cracked
meesh: your side?
meesh: I am kind of milk chocolately
xxsosaxx: youre the gorgeous graceful wonderful side
meesh: I am a Libra, I am always both sides
meesh: you should know that
meesh: it is a constant struggle
xxsosaxx: what sides are you struggling between recently?
meesh: I try realllly HARD
meesh: i GUESS i WOULDN’T SAY STRUGGLE, i LIKE EXPERIENCING THE EXTREMES IN FEELINGS
meesh: oops caps
meesh: It makes you feel more alive
meesh: from great sadness comes great joy
meesh: I am glad to just be feeling at all
xxsosaxx: cut off your feelings, did you?
meesh: do I?
meesh: do you?
xxsosaxx: you say that youre glad to be feeling
meesh: are we in therapy?
meesh: I would say
xxsosaxx: im not in therapy but tons of people i know are
meesh: no I mean you and I now?
meesh: we are our own support group!
xxsosaxx: oh, ok then
xxsosaxx: but libras are bad at being shoulders to cry on
meesh: No, ok, I will say that I prefer to be in charge of how I feel, and act, and what I do, and that is not always possible in a relationship, inevidibly, you have to give up control
meesh: you think?
xxsosaxx: i wrote a poem where i said, the only way to fall in love is to fall
meesh: So many times, I was not in control of what was happening to me,
meesh: you know, it is good to feel stable
meesh: relationships are turmoil
meesh: hopefully not everyones
xxsosaxx: have you ever been in a smooth one?
meesh: yeah, a little over a year ago
meesh: it was surprisingly smooth
meesh: that is why it was sooo fucking hard when it just evaporated in front of me!
meesh: nothing is certain
meesh: is it?
meesh: speaking of..
meesh: want an Amstel
meesh: mmm, Smallville is on
meesh: notice how I am always like mmmmmmmmm…?
meesh: I am a sigher
xxsosaxx: thats nice
xxsosaxx: its sweet
meesh: when I eat, too man
meesh: my ex could not stand it
meesh: he is crazy though
chat with someone: and email it to me