1. Thursday, July 10, 2003

    it’s weird to say that i have fans 

    but most of my life is weird.

    one of my longest-time readers is a sexy momma named tracy, aka trinity, who used to write me after i would post poems in the message boards in aol back in the day.

    this was so far back in the day that aol charged $4/hr and my aol bills would average $100 a month. i was using a 14.4 modem and kids, this was well before the www.

    thats how old i am.


    tracy somehow hasnt aged at all in spirit. today is her birthday and today she writes that shes happy being 30.

    i guess i liked my 30s. i finally had control over my hormones and my tallywacker. i finally understood how to express myself verbally and writenlly.

    30s are good times. still have some looks left, still have a little idealism and energy, although i remember that was the first time that i would stretch in the morning and get weird cramps sometimes in my legs.

    anyhow i love tracy even though ive never met her and hardly ever write about her.

    maybe its cuz she is married with kids and the last thing id want if i was someones husband is some blogger slobbering all over my wifey.

    back in the aol days she had a picture of herself up on her profile and she looked a lot like mariah carey, but hotter.

    that made me happy cuz i love mariah.

    happy birthday tracy!