1. Sunday, November 16, 2003

    i know looks shouldnt matter, 

    but theres a super hot chick coming over tonight. i mean hot.

    she sorta has a bad attitude but its sexy on her. sometimes i just look at her and try to figure it out.

    is it cuz her skin is clear, or symmetrical, or typical.

    its hard to say. especially since i usually like the little flaws. a lot.

    this girl doesnt have any flaws.

    came over the other day after work and these legs… and i think arent i supposed to care about her mind and her personality but im mesmerized by how her skirt falls.

    how everything, anything looks good on her.

    she might be a hologram.

    have i told you i started dreaming the other day.

    three nights in a row now.

    she likes it when my apartment is messy, and my beard is growing in, and when the bed isnt made.

    i got tom waits’s alice and blood money and put it in the winamp.

    i dont think she’ll like it.

    we have this little game where we pretend that we dont like each other, or that we will do anything special for each other.

    so i showered shaved cleaned up burned some incense brushed my teeth.

    its one am and im done now.

    she says she doesnt like to think that someone did anything special for her cuz then she’ll feel like she owes them something.

    i told her all she owes is a forty and i hope she doesnt forget it

    and i hope she gets here

    before i fall asleep.

    speaking of falling asleep, tonights saturday night live may have been the worst ive ever seen.

    other than missy elliot.

    one thirty, is this girl gonna be here?

    bears football early in the morning

    and shit.

    coyote + jack + brian