1. Sunday, January 11, 2004

    todays ashleys birthday 

    shes now 22.

    never have i deserved any of the girls who i got to spend time with, but no way should i have had a girl like ashley like me the way she did and probably still does.

    yes, it began as a simple internet friendship, and yes, it turned into much more.

    shes as beautiful on the inside as she is on the outside, and shes even more beautiful in person.

    when she kisses you she keeps her eyes closed and lets it sink in.

    she likes to hold your hand at all times

    she squeals

    once i woke up with her playing with the hairs on my chest and she said what would you like today boo

    and i said three lovers in three ways

    and she rang the little bell and miss gwen stefani appeared with a cloud of smoke behind door number three

    and we all danced.

    i danced the best

    there were judges.

    that night the skys parted and a beam of light shone through the stars and gwen stefani ascended into the better place and ashley asked me to write down what had happened so i wouldnt forget it

    later we held hands

    and fell asleep.

    i miss her immensely.

    theres no replacing someone as sweet, full of excitement, and a thrill to be with.

    and im pretty sure my website has suffered with her absence.

    happy birthday, daisy girl from the future worlds.

    youre always in my fondest thoughts.

    me and ashley rent a car + she was just 19 the other day + her livejournal