1. Monday, April 25, 2011

    they say its not the events that happen, but how you react to them 

    that matters in life

    that phrase goes over and over in my head as i think about my neighbor who just WILL NOT STOP blasting Lady Gaga

    he’s playing along on his guitar like hes gonna go on tour with them and i keep thinking am i being tested?

    on one hand im pretty much a Libertarian in life. i want people to do whatever they want to do.

    for most of my life i have been viewed as the rebel, the pot stirrer, the instigator

    the last thing id ever wanna do is tell someone to turn it the eff down.

    plus i have an issue with growing older. it sucks. and arent you officially an old man when you call the cops on someone

    over the bad music on their stereo?

    all i wanna do is take a little cat nap. vegas was intense. i drove us home. work was rough, now i wanna sleep.

    but this paparazzi keeps blasting.

    there was a time when i could call up a sweet little angel and say baby i need to come over

    and thered be invitations for a home cooked meal or something and id say no seriously i just need a nap

    and a man could get a nap. but the events have happened in such a way i cant get no damn nap.

    so i wonder, am i being tested to see how i will react? and how do you pass such a test?

    is the correct answer to take control of your life and make the world a brighter place?

    or is the correct answer to just say a little prayer to the Good Lord and trust Him?

    i guess i’ll never know since the music miraculously just stopped.