how is it a month ago i went on vacation?

time flies so quickly.

what should we do about that?

should we just let it? should we fight it? should we ride it? should we like it?

i know i say we should live for the day but im not sure i do what i say.

those two weeks i did. i lived loved and laughed.

i tried new things, i literally went in new directions. i literally felt alive.

i literally lived.

i feel so lucky to have the opportunities that i have. i try to honor that. i do.

but still some nights i find myself in busling hollywood california


and realize ive played xbox all day.