of all the things that depress me, expectations are the diamond chocolate cherry on top
namely, when i have zero, or few, expectations i usually find myself pleasantly surprised
thrilled, excited, joyous, and in some cases ecstatic.
but when i get into a situation where i fool myself into thinking i know it all
when i enter into a room where i believe i have it figured out
or when i buy a ticket for something that i say OMG THIS IS GONNA BE IT!
i usually hedge my bets quietly with six seven beers cuz how is it really gonna be
its never it.
its it when we let it just be whatever its gonna be
mfing ladybug appeared on my desk the other day and it was the coolest part of the day.
i was all well hello there madame. what have i done to deserve this surprise visit?
and i tried to put her on a leaf on my little cubicle plant but she fell into my cheetos bag
and she walked around sniffing and licking and
not flying away thats for damn sure.
if only we could live that sort of life