1. Sunday, June 17, 2012

    theres times when i think about rejoining the agency 

    i mean how many times can you say no thank you.

    but then they do terrible things like change my airline reservations, or blacklist me places

    or cause trouble for me at the border and im all oh yeah thats why i dont like them.

    they play dirty. for selfish ends.

    there was a time when the xbi was around for noble reasons. and they used their efforts for good. mostly.

    whats so hard about doing things for good?

    whats so weird about doing nice things for people in need not for money not to feel omg about yourself not for power not for fame not for any other reason other than we were born with skillz and we learned how to accentuate them and we learned how to work as a team

    why does everything have to be about money power fear?

    why do the smartest people fall for the oldest traps?

    and if im so smart why cant i predict the future like i used to.

    maybe ive lost the mojo. maybe the games changed.

    maybe the xbi is just as lost as i feel sometimes.

    too bad they cray and dicky