jordan wanted people to watch

and for damn sure prince wants everyone to watch.

but how on earth does a blogger in transition express his deepest darkest

fears dreams and fears

on a place where either prospective employers

and or haters can try to figure him out

and judge him?

wouldnt it be better to just either say

you know what im just gonna write for a while

or just review movies or analyze the first half of the nba season?

yes that would be easier.

but hemingway wouldnta done the easy thing

and prince for damn sure loves to take the long way home.

telling the truth in public all the time

especially during sensitive transitions is not easy.

which is why there are just a fraction of real bloggers around today

as there were just 7-8 years ago.

i had a good interview tonight.

i was nervous, but after the first beer i felt better.

the good book says when youre nervous youre not trusting God.

which is a diss to him cuz of course he wants you to do well.

i am so ready to do well.