1. Sunday, February 2, 2014

    phillip seymour hoffman overdosed the same day bill maher took this pic 

    usc songgirls

    of the usc cheerleaders at a super bowl party in the hollywood hills before the rain came

    life is super weird and seemingly random and unconnected

    but we are so connected.

    the food you lay out for the kittens gets eaten by the possums

    the cats starve and no more food gets laid out

    so the possums turn vegan and there goes yr guarden

    i had acupuncture today for the first time ever. the lady was amazing.

    she asked are you afraid of needles? i said only if the needles are filled with sadness.

    she said no these will release good things already in your body

    first one she put in me she stuck in my bald head and right away i felt these dragons swimming through my body

    slithering sorta, eating away all the bad things, making me stronger, tighter, sturdier

    she put about 20 in me all around me. it smelled so nice in there.

    everything was super clean but not sterile. the mat was warm.

    the music was ok if you call it music it was more like a man in a box with a little cymbal

    as water dripped into a deep cavernous pool.

    i thought of you and colors swirled in my inner eye.

    i was the safest man in the world and those dragons had a lot to eat.

    walking out i stumbled on the first step. symbolic.

    and then i levitated home.