1. Saturday, May 10, 2014

    stages of grief, busblog edition 

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    shock
    denial
    the xbi sure has gross ways to get me to come back
    explosive anger
    confusion
    anger at friends pretending it didn’t happen right in front of them
    hurt
    self medication
    self repulsion
    maybe I will go back to the xbi
    sweet messages from friends who don’t understand
    sweet messages from readers like whoa
    embarrassment
    end the busblog and hide under a rock
    just end coolpersonaday
    write a screenplay
    go to Vegas and write a screenplay
    throw everything out
    give everything away
    get a tattoo that says even this is a mistake
    recklessness
    shame
    desire to just drive all night
    drive all night
    anger
    sleeplessness
    seeing a photo of a hot air ballon on fire
    realization that no matter what, things could get super worse and I’m a huge baby
    tattoo removal
    list making