went to the doc for a while


he said he had some bad news.

he said i need to quit the xbi.

i told him i wasnt in the xbi.

he said i couldnt even work part time for them, not even for little quickies.

i said the xbi doesnt even exist.

he said seriously you need to relax.

he said if you are in need of money and thats why you work for them now and then, you need to do something else, like write books, screenplays,

anything that wont raise your heart rate.

i said i feel like im the coolest cucumber in the shopping cart.

he said these tests say otherwise.

ive been in a daze ever since.