i listened to this song about ten times today

“that’s enough”
by Dorothy Love Coates

There’s always somebody talkin bout me, really i don’t mind
They try to block and stop my progress most of the time
Well the mean things you said don’t make me feel bad
Cause I can’t miss a friend that I never had

(I’ve got) I’ve got jesus and that’s enough (that’s enough) that’s enough
When I’m sick (he’s there) and troubled (he’s there)
When I call him he will answer my prayers (answer my prayers)
When I’m burdened (he’s there) with a load (he’s there)
That’s when Jesus is a comforter (to my soul)
Well you may scorn me turn your back on me
God’s got his arms wrapped all around me

(I’ve got) I’ve got jesus and that’s enough (that’s enough) that’s enough

You know there’s been so many times that I did’nt have a dime
And i did’nt tell nobody but the Lord
He heard my plea and came to see about me cause he’s one thing
I can afford
So if you push me down he’ll pick me up
And he’ll stick by me when the goin’ gets tough

(I’ve got) I’ve got jesus and that’s enough (that’s enough) that’s enough
Well he’s the great emancipator and my heart regulator (Jesus is)
yes he is
He’ll make my way brighter and my burdens lighter yes he will
(Jesus will)
Well you may scorn me turn your back on me
God’s got his arms wrapped all around me
And he fights down the devil till he makes him give up
And thats wnough (that’s enough) that’s enough
When I’m sick (he’s there)

pretty girl direct messaged me the other day

moonrise

she was all, lets meet up.

i was like, ive heard that before.

she went, no, i mean it, how about that taco stand by yr house

i said, are you a computer program?

she said beep bop beep

i didnt drive much this week because of my hands. they feel old.

about every seven years they start freaking out.

the other day i picked up a stapler and all of this pain shot to my left thumb.

it felt like it was all of the pain in my hands and arms just moved to the pad of the thumb.

xbi emailed me and said whoops, we’re experimenting on something

theyre obsessed with pain

they said, hopefully we can focus it all in one spot and then slowly shrink it till it’s unnoticeable.

ben gay didnt work. my wrist bands didnt work. it was too small.

felt like i had burned my thumb on a hot plate at a sit down mexican restaurant.

that was the only pain all day that day. and then the next morning.

this morning i got an email with the subject header of xbisolation

saying, should be gone in an hour

and then it was gone in an hour.

so yeah, i think i’ll have some tacos with that chick.