and then i’ll hear a neighbor being unreasonably loud in the early morning
or i’ll get an angry email from a lost love
or my cats will do something adorable and almost human like
or some asswipe on my television will outdo themselves
or my beloved chicago cubs will win a game with a bottom of the ninth home run
or i’ll be totally inspired by something unexpected and beautiful
or i’ll see it’s the anniversary of the day when a pretty girl was generous to me
or it’ll be one of my heroes birthdays which will remind me of a time i saw them in concert and wept.
one of the good things about being a million years old is you know how your body works
you know how your mind works
you know when the best times to do things are and how to do it and what will happen afterwards
and so you try to do that all day but the interesting thing about the day
is the day has a mind of its own
and does not give one crap what you think
and thats when the fun begins.