1. Saturday, October 31, 2015

    sometimes i think im doing it wrong 

    fuk me fuk ui’ll see some old pictures of past loves or jobs or cars or situations

    and i’ll say i wonder if i shoulda put up with their bs a little longer

    i wonder if i shoulda done that one thing different

    if only i had just not have said a word

    what if you had just said fine.

    and then i think of the other times, after that when i did

    try

    to be someone other than me.

    if you’re bowling and the ball is veering to the left, you set up a little to the right

    and sometimes if everyones not happy and smiling

    you change it up a bit and see what happens.

    what has happened is life has happened, the way its supposed to be

    and the reason we are who we are is we

    have

    changed it up a little, naturally, due to the circumstances where we came from.

    it’s crazy to call an audible for the sole reason of acceptance.

    the purpose of the game is to play the game, not to be loved.

    only god loves you. and your mom.

    everything else is: well, he wont kill me or

    damn she might kill me one day.

    i take it all back: play the game the way you got to the game

    if youre constantly calling audibles, fine. but figure out why.

    do you really know the right move at the last second or are you just panicking.

    odds are i made the right moves.

    odds are you will too.

    floor it and enjoy the ride.