that time is not now.
im not exactly sure when that time was, granted. i just know im not in it.
did i take full advantage of that era?
im not one who often takes full advantage of anything.
most of the time i’m like this:
what the heck!
the rest of the time im like this:
when good things happen to me im surprised, when bad things happen to me im surprised.
im surprised during this period of time, which is the time when im not cool.
i feel like i have a cool job, i have a cool car, i have cool friends
arent those things that make someone cool?
maybe its my clothes. there was once a time when crappy clothes were cool.
maybe those days are over.
(those days will come back.)