i looked out my window and there was a mountain
there was a fire on the mountain.
basically the mountain was on fire.
and up and down the mountain, emotionless were demons
who knows what they were doing but they were hunched over
marching. taking things up and down. like worker ants.
the sky was dark and smokey.
in retrospect i could have been in Hell already
but in the dream i thought, shit, this is The Reckoning
This is Judgement Day.
and i had always thought that the Righteous would be able to step out into that war zone and raise our hands and say here i am Lord, let’s GTFO of here
but i was terrified. there was no hope for me. those demons would eventually come down that mountain for me.
i had sinned and was unforgiven
it was so crystal clear and horrible.
yesterday i told amber about the dream and she said you have been so good to me and so many others, that dream isn’t true.
but it seemed so true.
it was Bosch come alive. i was in it.
and she turned to the Garden of Earthly Delights which i had recently hung above the bed
and she said maybe you should take that down.