1. Saturday, January 18, 2020

    I do this thing on my calendar 

    every day that i am great with amber i circle the date

    If I’m a jerk to her even for a minute, no circle.

    It lets me see how I’m doing.

    So far this month, one circle.

    That was yesterday.

    I didnt correct her, make her feel bad, say things i shouldn’t say.

    Life is a rough game sometimes, especially with a job like hers. Some times its nice to come home and someone is there to just love you.

    Probably in 100 years there will be realistic robots.

    Who would get one and then set the analyze me button to high. All day.

    Today i didnt get a circle. I wasn’t terrible but i did fuck up a few times.

    Also, someone ghosted me on an interview.

    So strange.