1. Friday, July 10, 2020

    im waiting, i dont like to wait. especially for what im waiting on. 

    was it easier when i was young and dumb?

    i feel like it’s harder when youre older because you have expectations based on miracles or

    the Best case scenarios

    i wanna go to the beach after im done waiting but amber doesnt.

    what if i went alone?

    i haven’t done anything truly alone like that in years.

    id rather go with her. she loves malibu.

    in her dream world she’d open a coffee shop there and employ young people on the spectrum.

    in my dream world id open up a pizza joint there.

    when i was a kid we had a pizza joint in our neighborhood called

    The Pizza Joint.

    they made round pizzas and cut the slices in squares.

    pizza these days only gives me a stomach ache because i was so spoiled by those pizzas in my youth.

    ok done, the toast popped up.