1. Wednesday, August 12, 2020

    a lovely person asked me to remove her mentions from this blog 

    of course i obliged, who wouldn’t? and it was not the first time this has happened.

    this old thing is nearly 20 years old. something i have a hard time believing myself.

    and the things that you might agree to back in the day or the pictures you may have snapped and sent may not be the ones you want up forever and ever amen.

    that does not surprise me.

    what surprised me was how often i wrote about her or linked to her blog.

    she was very good at blogging and was an inspiration to me, in part because she was just

    so damn cool.

    even in my greatest moments i havent been that cool.

    when people are like that i want to study it.

    i want to find the ingredients.

    i want to bottle the seven herbs and spices.

    are there times when i think i should just get rid of this thing, shut it down, close up shop, erase all of this from the sight of the sun?

    yes.

    but that’s exactly what the devil would want.

    and this is and has always been my joyful noise to the Lord.