today i talked for an hour with a very good man

as we chatted i walked to target, then up to hollywood blvd

then through los feliz

then through the grocery store

then thru yr heart

got home and cooked

didnt clean

didnt work

played with the cats which is something i try to do more of because

i have no idea how much amber played with them

but for years she was around and

now shes not

so i dont want them to feel alone

i dont want them to be unloved just bc its cold.

somewhere i read that if kids dont get a lot of love they’ll turn psycho and probably surround themselves with guns when they get older

i dont want any gloomy emo cats googling ways to get ar-15s when im on my walk

whats weird about them is they dont like to be pet at the same time

life is all about normal things on paper

that in reality doesnt happen.

only if i get a fire going in the fireplace do the cats allow me to pet them at the same time

but whos got time for that

i had television to watch

and importing things to avoid.