apparently thats what youre supposed to do. talk to someone about your problems.
but i was raised at a time and place where you just fix your problems
and even if you have a great support system around you and legal weed
you shouldn’t really ask for help even if you need it.
also, a lot of time i dont know what help i need other than stop being lazy.
i have blogged here, on medium, and for this company that pays me to do it occasionally
but i know how much im capable of and i know how little i do.
ppl are like, dude you do a lot.
but thats in comparison to others.
never compare yrself to others.
so if i had a therapist i would ask her why my first crush was a tomboy who ended up being a lesbian?
is this why a lot of tween girls love boy bands and kpop dudes?
and i swear if i get a therapist whose all, well what do you think? im gonna fire her because i want a conversation. i want a real one. no holds barred. no ones feelings get hurt. no one needs to worry, just talk.
pretty sure jodie foster was the first picture of a girl i ever put on my wall.
she is still someone id be super nervous to meet if i ever got the chance.
she is a scorpio.