im in a bad mood because i just went through all of my expenses for last year bc im seeing my tax lady tomorrow, who i love, but still, last year was Rough and i had no idea how much money i spent on just fixing my car alone.
but todays good friday so lets talk about the Lord
i was in a Zoom call today and someone said good friday is actually sad
and i wanted to get into it but zoom’s lag is so bad that i fucking hate it
anyways good friday is good.
this was the part in the movie where Jesus
had to die.
first so he could pay for our sins
but also so he could rise from the dead.
both of those things are the coolest ever so whats the biggie being “dead” for a few days?
no one ever talks about the shitty time he spent right before his death wandering in the desert for 40 day and 40 nights being tempted n shit
and those temptations are so not-so-hard temptations.
hey Jesus, jump off this cliff, the angels will save you
hey Jesus, sell out to me and all of this will be yours
hey Jesus, if you’re so hungry, make bread outta this rock
those are super hard for the son of God?
maybe they are.
not being on social media for most of the day is hard for me.
not arguing with people on twitter is hard for me
so i guess everythings relative
i also dont think Good Friday is sad except for one moment when Jesus really became man
it was the part where he was nailed to the cross and He thought death was about to come
and it didnt
he just laid up there
actually paying for all of our sins
all at the same time
and it probably hurt like hell
in all the ways imaginable
in super villain ways
unbelievable pain that Only the son of God could withstand without dying
and then He probably hurt so band He thought it’ll be ok because this will just kill me and i can party back home in Heaven annnnny minute
and it didnt come
and Jesus yelled out
WHY HAVE THOU FORSAKEN ME?
like you would if your uber just doesnt fucking come
even if the little dot is like a block away and its been there since for ever it feels
and thats when Jesus felt human
and it fucking sucked.
then he died.