we used to talk on the phone for hours every day. was it a year? more?
it was our internet.
never ran out of things to talk about.
how is that even possible?
there were three channels on TV and obviously i wasnt doing my homework
what on earth could two teens in the middle of nowhere be saying?
what opinions could have formed by then?
then she moved to california
then i moved to california
and then almost right away she was a mom with kids
and a man who turned out to not be great.
should there be fortune tellers?
just like in major situations like that: do NOT marry this man,
but i guess the kids. maybe the boys are good.
of course theyre good.
so maybe we dont need fortune tellers.
maybe some things are worth the sadness.
it would be weird to have dinner with her after all this time.
maybe too weird.
but she did teach me how to write every day.