there was a time i woulda blown my top about such a thing
but im so much older now.
water under the bridge man
then a delivery didnt happen.
also frustrating. because wtf.
but when you think about the grand scheme of things
the ballet that we are forever dancing with each other
a slam dance at times,
you realize we should celebrate all the times we actually do connect
we should marvel when souls really do meet
because we do
the mom of a dear friend died
we talked about it today
and it put things in perspective.
most dudes have a hard time talking about things like this
especially some of the xbi dudes i hang out with
our i-aint-got-no-feelings-man facade is what gets us through the day
but sometimes we forget to trust each other
and just let the guard down a little
bc we bros, dude
i told him over and over, i am here for you
whatever you need, lemme know
but i dont even know if he would ask for anything even if i could ask.
a good friend who is a woman, however
straight up texted me and said
can you babysit tomorrow.
so that’ll be the first time ive done that
in maybe 40 years?