one of them insisted we wear masks, so why not
we talked about so many different things and fortunately they all took turns and included each other so it was a very even mix, which is hard to do with rock bands with four members
i was very nervous though. which is fine
nervousness makes me feel alive.
it’s good to feel like somethings on the line.
for example, i am very interested in a booty call very soon from someone special
but im nervous because theres still a plague going on
what if i get her sick, what if she gets me sick?
is all of this worth it?
but we have to live. we get to live.
i wanna live.
but what if this is how i go.
or, worse, what if it kills her? and i was responsible?
all because i wanted to feel another person for a little while?
i would never forgive myself.
thus i interview bands instead of hold hands with glam godesses.