nothing in here is true

  1. Wednesday, August 23, 2017

    benz is in the shop so i took the bus home from work, AMA 

    it was fine.

    hour and change but it felt like nothing.

    bus wasn’t super packed, subway was quick. if the cubs weren’t playing i woulda gotten off on santa monica and walked the rest

    also my phone battery was dying and it was playing me trumps speech from Zona.

    i was texting with my mom when it died completely.

    magnets, how do they work?

    one thing you should know about me, theres very little that will get me depressed, but there are a few.

    today my dealer told me to fix my car will cost $700.

    it gets me sad bc i got the car because the dealer offered this 4 year unlimited mile guarantee for free. but now this is the 3rd thing thats not covered.

    its ok i called another shop and they’ll only charge me $300, but i gotta pay my dealer $180 for the inspection. everythings a con job.

    nothing out there is true.

    which is why sometimes when you look in someones eyes and you see something good in there

    and it turns out that there really is something good in there

    then that gives you hope that theres good in other spots too.

    i think the reason people got emotional Monday during the eclipse is when they looked into the eyes of the Heavens,

    they saw something good in there.

    and it made them cry.

    we all need good so much

    that when it happens, it’s sorta startling.

  2. Friday, November 8, 2013

    today was actually truly stressful 


    and then I chose to take a risk and be myself

    and trust the man who hopefully will be my boss very soon

    and a weight was lifted from my mind

    and then the rest of the day turned out really nice

    I talked on the phone with the truest, did laundry, ate chicken at a little place showing the lakers game

    had a nice long conversation with my neighbor who taught me about a Japanese death metal band

    my old college roommate came over for drinks

    and I got to watch 2 episodes of Bill Maher.

    Sadly I learned that I’m allergic to the stray cats I’ve been debating adopting

    but maybe that realization gave me a sense of relief too.

    things will change dramatically this month, God willing, and today was a good step in that direction

    and for that I’m extremely grateful

    finally, as I’m about to say my prayers my first one will be for my aunt Mimi who was laid to rest today in Pittsburgh.

    Thanks for looking down on me today