i listen to LDR every night as i float into that frightful dark dimension

i took a nap this afternoon which is tempting fate 2x

i dont like sleeping bc i dont like dreams bc i dont like lies

if theres one thing that will ruin our relationship is when untruths appear

and i know, you’ll say, but tony, dreams don’t pretend to be anything

other than

dirty fibs told to us while we’re powerless

but still.

why even have them.

i get so mad after a dream. good or bad.

good because it was fiction

bad because now im stressed for no good reason?

i day dream plenty, trust me.

this college dean said if youre gonna nap, just dont make them longer than 40 minutes

and that works

but still i feel like there was monkey business going on when i was down

which is not cool

but this song sure is.

a year ago today i saw the incredible lana del rey at the hollywood forever cemetery

the very cemetery i want to be buried in.

why? because they have concerts and show movies there, it’s in east hollywood, and it’s super close to where bukowski used to live.

WHAT MORE DO YOU NEED?

i got my ticket that night from the beautiful ambersmithblog who had recently broken up with me

but for some reason wanted to bestow one more bit of generosity my way and did big time

tickets were going for $200-$300.

i have had a good streak of dating the most fascinating and lovely women

and i thought about that as i stood mere feet away from ms del rey as she sang so many

romantic and dreamy tunes

one of the top three shows i saw all last year.