i procrastinated all day
talked to two homeless guys
talked to my mom
wrote a blog post about getting vaxxed
three of my friends are not vaxxed and one of them wanted to push my buttons about my stance.
finally i got around to doing work
why do i procrastinate THAT?
i know why
because i am so scared it wont take off one day
and i’ll have to go back and do crappy work
with bosses who dont appreciate me
and then that’ll be it with my life
granted, thats a lot of pressure to put on a dumb podcast
and maybe thats one reason i do everythign i can to make it rock
instagram, website, videos,
on top of the podcast
and its not dumb, fyi
the one that drops today will be the most emotional one yet
but will people notice?
will they say i was good?
the man was crying and i — was i sensitive?
they say Libras are the worst people to cry around because we dont have emotions
we cant. we’re supposed to be the rock in the storm
the center of the hurricane.
and i’ll tell you this much: i fucking love being the center of the hurricane